Ready to Drop

March 31, 2008

I guess everyone would agree with me when I say that life isn’t fair. We always ask, “why me?” Why do I have to go through all of these? Why does everybody have to live a happy life while I’m in despair? Why? After all those years, this day made me realize that life indeed isn’t fair.

My younger sister is pregnant. You knew that, I suppose. At a very young age of 18, I knew this is going to be hard – for her, for us, for her future family. She has to face marriage life’s madness and cruelty. And, at a very young age of 19, I started working. I am getting my salary just to give it to my mother for the expenses. You see, I didn’t have plans of having my own family because it would be really hard. I know I would be beaten black and blue.

And now, my sister has to have prenatal examinations. Several prenatal examinations. But, her not-so-husband-to-be guy traded these examinations for a brand new television. Isn’t that great? He bought a brand new television and postponed the scheduled prenatal examination? How irresponsible could that guy be? So, what’s gotta be next? My sister has to ask money from us. I know how hard it would be for her to ask money from us. She knew she did a big mistake having a baby in her womb. I know how shameful it would be not finishing your studies when you’re given all the big opportunities in the world. Still, she has courage to ask.

“Dong, ngayo ko money para sa prenatal,” she said in her low-toned voice.

Because I’m her brother and I have income, I gave her money. I have to cover up her guy’s thoughtlessness. She’s still belongs to the family, anyway. Her DNA strands are same with mine.  And whenever I see my sister having a hard time, my heart would break into pieces. Stabbed and crumpled. Why does she have to experience this at a very young age? Why does she have to like that guy I don’t think would even marry her? That’s why we keep on telling her not to marry that guy.

Now, I’m left with 50 bucks. That wouldn’t make it to the 10th. Not even if I spend it only for fares. Why does it have to be me? Why not my parents? Or why not my older sister? She has work, too. She earns reasonably higher than I. Life isn’t fair, indeed.

And I have too many things to think about than to complain. Just an advice, don’t marry young and unstable. Better yet, don’t marry at all.

Ennui

March 27, 2008

I don’t have anything to write yet. Sabi ko nga. So, I decided to make a tag. wala kasi akong magawa. hehe.

Here’s how it works:
a. Go to http://www.photobucket.com/
b. Type in your answer to the question in the “search” box.
c. Use only the first page. (ambot unsa ni.)
d. Insert the picture into your Blog.

1. What is your current relationship status?

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“but you are welcome to change that…hahaha!”

2. What is your current mood?

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“kakapoy…duka nako.. hehe.”

3.Who is your favorite band/artist?

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The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
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Secondhand Serenade (gamay man ang pic.. hehe.)
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And Incubus…

4. What is your favorite movie?

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wala akong peyborit… pinapanood ko lang lahat.. hehe..

5. What kind of pet do you have?

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I have a pet piranha!
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and guinea pig.. nyahaha!

6. Where do you live?

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I bought this island about an hour ago. Seriously! hehe.
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Tara na, biyahe tayo! LOL!

7. Where do you work?

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eto daw yung tawag sa trabaho ko…hehehe..
where? ewan. sa sulok. hehehe..

8. What do you look like?

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yeah. I look like that.. nagtatago
in the corner of a deserted chamber…

9. What do you drive?

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brrrrrrooommm… brrrooooommmm…

10. What did you do last night?

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tteeexxxttttiinnggg! Check Operator Services!
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beyond GodLike! OWNING! 👿
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and you know…. SLEEPING! ahehehe..

11. What is your favorite TV show?

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Grey’s Anatomy! hehehe..
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How I met your Mother?! hehehe.. nah!

12. Describe yourself.

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hehehe.. jowk..

13. What are you doing today?

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hehehe.. nag-chat ra uy… wa bitaw.. wala man mi YM gud.. hehe

14. What is your name?

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whhheeewww! grabeh na to.. heheh!

15. What is your favorite candy?

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 I don’t eat candies.. hehehe.. take care of your teeth! :mrgreen:

Ayan! Tapos na rin! Pinaghirapan ko talagang gawin ang tag na to ha! Kaya, gawin nyo rin.. hehehe…

beer-O
geisha
random
kendi
lilmiz (sabi mo eh)

Enjoy! hehehe..

I am Futile.

March 26, 2008

I am dumbfounded. I have worms in my head, eating every neuron of my brain. So, I can’t write. I can’t!

I am barricaded with basic ABC’s. Even those stuff cause my brain to shed blood. Really. My fingers are stiff, corpse-like. My eyelids are hefty, truck-like. Positively. So, you think I’m productive? I am actually trying to extract ideas in every follicle in my head. But I just can’t.

I have a clogged nose. I hate colds. Then, my throat hurts from sneezing. And I’m wheezing like a kettle. I hate cough, and fever. I hate illnesses. They are killing me softly. ‘Coz whenever I want to be on top of the game, I have to learn hurdling them. I can’t afford to be absent. I just can’t see my doctor. I hate clinics and hospitals.

Now, the sound of my officemates’ keyboards is envious. Well, they are hotshots. Maestro of brilliant ideas. And here I am, gurgling a mug of hot water, staring at the monitor, scratching my head. I just can’t do anything worthwhile.

So, help me. SOS! Rescue me. Take me to the underworld, and together, we’ll plan for the apocalypse.

Nothing personal.

March 24, 2008

I’m having my vacation in my hometown, Barili. Boredom strikes, so I decided to open a browser. I leveled up my Friendster, played DOTA, YOUTUBEd, and WPed. Nyaks! Naay tag si Random. Waaahh! I don’t have anything to write, yet. So, I decided to make this tag. Hmmpphh! (Actually, wala mi WordPress these past few days. So, wala ko naka-open sa wordpress sa office.)

Rulez: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following.Your answers have to be real places, names, and things. Nothing made up! Use different answers if the person who answered the survey before you had the same initial letter. You can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

…hmmmmphh.. I think mapapasubo ako dito ah! wahaha!

Your name
“N”
is the first letter of my second name. R unta to for Rex. But, I think I’ll be having difficulties in some questions. So, I decided to use “N” for Nygelle.

Four words
Nice (ni ang tag), nothing (special), nuisance (I am), naive (pud)

State/country
New Zealand (love the country..as if nakaadto..) or New York (the Big Apple)

Boy name
Nathan (thanks sa help Kends..)

Girl name
Natasha (name ba ni?)

Occupation
Neurologist (ko! murag si Derek Addison.. wahaha! nahan mog craniotomy?)

Word that describes you the best
Numb (i don’t feel anything! nada!)

Something you can wear
Nike (is this something? basta, things nga Nike-si.. hehe..)

Something found in a kitchen
Nife? hehehe.. Nindot nga knife! hehehe.. Lusot!

Name one object that is so valuable to you
Nokia nako nga phone. Kay naa didto mga messages sa akong friends. LOL

Something you shout
Nuh?! Nyakz.. Ngeekkss…

Something you do at school
Nag-study, nag-exam, nangopya, nangodigo.. wahaha! based from experience. haha!

Name of a friend/schoolmate
Niño, Noel, Nathaniel –  kabarkada nako sauna.

Name of an animal
Numbat (Australian marsupial) * Narwhal (small whale) * Newt * Nyala (African antelope) * Neon Tetra (small fish) * Neon Dwarf Gourami. – thanks wiki-answers. hehehe

Name of a drink
NAPOLEON:
2 OZ GIN
1/2 TSP. CURACAO
1/2 TSP DUBONNET….STIR WITH ICE AND DRAIN INTO GLASS

NEVADA COCKTAIL: 1 1/2 OZ LIGHT RUM
1 OZ GRAPEFRUIT JUICE
1 DASH OF BITTERS
3 TSP POWDERED SUGAR…..SKAKE WITH ICE AND STRAIN INTO GLASS

NEW YORK SOUR
JUICE OF 1/2 LEMON
1 TSP. POWDERED SUGAR
2 OZ. BLENDED WHISKEY

NUTTY COLADA
3 OZ. AMARETTO
3 TBL SP. COCONUT MILK
3 TSP CRUSHED PINEAPPLE…..PLACE IN BLENDER WITH 1 1/2 CUPS CRUSHED ICE….BLEND AND POUR

ayan! di baya jud ko moinom.. hehehe.. joke!

Name of a holiday
New Year! yehey! unsa nalang kaha kung “R” pa sa? hehehe..

Name of a subject in school
N-tegral Calculus! hehehe.. pwede nana uy! suanz.. kaw kuno pangita beh?? Lisod baya na! Nosebleed! kana! pwede na nga substitute name for Physics. hehee..

Name of a cousin
 Nex … shortcut nalang.. heheh.. la man gud ko cousin na nag-start ug N. hehehe.. pwede pud, Nothing! haha!

Name of a fast food chain
New York Fries (lami au ila salad.. promise!)

Name of a person you’re crushing or had a crush on
Nada! Nil! Nought! wala! nyahaha!

Name of a food you like
New Corned Beef Loaf! wahaha! lami man.. I don’t know why I like it. wahaha! ug mga Naay spice nga foods. I love something HOT! hehe! I also like Nachos! tambay gani ko permi sa Tacos. hehe.

Name of a food you do not like
Naay hugaw nga pag-kaon. hehehe.. kinsa man kuno ganahan anang naay hugaw beh? hehehe.

Name of a kid’s toy
Nintendo nga gameboy. wahaha! mas nahan pajud ko sa PSP. toinkz.

Name of a flowering plant
Narcissus.. Nerine ..Nasturtium.. Nemesia.. Nemophila.. Nicotiana.. – thanks wiki again!

Name of a shopping mall
Nall of Asia? hehehe. Nygelle’s Mall (someday).. Northgate Mall sa Seattle. Or Northland Shopping Center sa Detroit. hehehe..

Name of a person you like
Nanay ko! wahaha! ug mga Nice nga persons. LOL

Name of a person you dislike
Nangangawat na peeps. Nangunguot. Nang-sasnatch! Nang-hoholdap! dapat na sila i-tsugi sa vigilante! wahaha!

Name of place in your school
Nursing building. Naa na tumoy sa bukid sa talamban campus. hehe.

Name of an object in front of you
Notebook from Washington Mutual. hehehe.. my previous bank. wahaha!

 Yes. Nahuman na jud ko. kakapoy baya jud ug research. Well, thanks to the net. Now, vengeance is not ours. It’s mine! And it’s mine alone!

So, do this tag:

Beero
Kends

Anne
Lilmis

Kamo lang sah! wala nako lain ma-think nga people. hehehe.

The Internet is back.

March 24, 2008

I just thought it would be forever. Now, the internet is back. I can blog again.

 Thanks, John!